12:34 am

Better off buzzed losing sanity
I feel fucked losing vanity
You aren't really understanding me
All these cards that you Handed me
Never in the place that I plan to be
Never seeing anything damn it seems
So dark in this world wanna Tear apart my own heart And this girl telling me that I be so starved From attention what you guessing from my old Scars
And I know that you been stressing and it's so
Hard
I try to make some fucking blessings with some old bars
And try to make you feeling special
And well So far
You ain't feeling like you shining like all those stars
And you ain't feeling like there's reason to be so
Scarred
Like why the fuck you even dreaming if you won't start
Just Try to fight off all these demons with my own art
And all these people that be fiending they be so smart

Cause I just need to be numb like you
Stay fucked My dude
Stay high right through
This life I'm too
Dumb fucked confused as I stood up and tied my noose I'm

Slowly losing conscious
Everybody round me so obnoxious
Making me feel Nauseous
How the fuck am I supposed to breathe?
Pushing all this weight up on my shoulders to my feet
Why the fuck do you believe
There's a reason to wake up?
And every single day now I'm starting to hate love
Cause you have pushed that weight from my shoulders to chest bruh
And almost every day now i'm feeling
Depressed fuck So you get pushed away
While your feelings get
Pent-up
Yeah I'm feeling the same
But it'd nice for my brain if you could find you a way for you to Fess up
Maybe you're just given less fucks

Maybe you don't care enough
Maybe it's just hard look forward
Maybe you're prepared enough
To just walk out the door and be normal
Maybe out there you're tough
And you're better
I'm this chain that holds you back sever
Let you fly the way that I'll never
Try to Hide away from my Pressure
While my Pains becoming my Pleasure
Now it's like

Lo and behold I'm still frozen and cold
And I'm finding its harder as ever to grow
I stay fucking alone
I stay Stuck in my zone
Now you wondering why
I Don't budge from my home
What the fuck is your Tone
What the fuck is the use ?
Rotting on earth and just fucking
Confused, now these people amused with these things that you do and they laugh and they point cause they want you to lose