Butterflies

Staying focused on the vision like constantly never giving up
You bobbing like a Pidgeon as long as the mood is lit
Enough
I Try to make you feeling something inside but it's getting tough
And I been changing up all my vibe but still somehow getting stuck and
I don't how the fuck i'm supposed to change when These people that should know me they aren't on the same page
Tryna fuck up all my days
I been stuck inside a maze
You would think I'm feeling broken but for now I'm feeling great
That sarcastic can relate
Get the fuck out of my face
If you fucking with my music why you ask for it to change ?
All you do is just Complain
All I do is feel insane
You feel fucked inside this world
I feel loved inside the Rain
God damn
And I don't really want the meaning twisted
I been making music and fiending wishing
That I could make a teeny difference
Kinda find it funny you don't
Seem to visit only when I'm happy cause it seems that you don't see the vision
Cut it
Like I don't even fuck with nothing
I stay hidden in my room so far away from all discussions
And I wish that you could see all of the weight that's never
Budging I just sit here and complain on how this world is so disgusting
Imma fucking snake In a world of these pigeons
Or maybe flipped and its the opposite
Ain't that shit Consistent
And now I hate that all my
Confidence Is constantly shifting
You got me questioning my Consciousness
Why the fuck in living I'm wasting time

It seems Most people I know they always try to just one up me, they would rather try and rap then just admit they fucking love me, even knowing that they're trash and knowing that they'll never Touch me, if you're coming for my ass I bet your whole diss is I'm ugly and I'm still living my life without a job and without money I guess you forgot to mention how on most days I am suffering and I'm

Barely living tryna find another way out
Tryna keep all your attention until all my music fade out So I'm switching up my layout
Imma drip like Any day now
Ever since I wrote a song I told myself that
Theres no Way out
Imma stay up on my grind until the time that I do Lay down Feeling stressed and full of misery cause that man is so weighed down uh

But How you gonna just attack me
Pop a bunch a pills as if that shit was some acne Tell me how you feel
As if that shit would Impact me
You can take the wheel while I'm smoking in
Backseat Tell me this is real

Like that feeling in my stomach
Like when you listen to my music and my heart it just Plummets
Like Im just feeling so confused when you tell me that you love it
Because it feels like everybody else I know really doesn't
And I been
Fucking grateful for those who been around
And the ones who have been hateful aren't allowed in my house
If I could give you advice it'd be listen to the sound
Cause these butterflies make you feel like falling to the ground now