Funeral

You got me Staring at the ground like a funeral
You hating my sounds as per usual
I don't know why I stay with you
Uh
I don't know how I'm supposed to lay in your arms And let this pain in my heart
Disintegrate to this song uh

How can I stay with this pain in my chest
You best get the fuck the fuck away
When all my Buttons get Pressed
You must love minimum wage
You must be losing respect
I see you Cutting your veins
I see you losing your breathe uh

Depression slowly building down it's way to your mind state
A highway of misery inside of your eyes wait
And I hate
The people tryna tell me what I make
What's my fate?
All these people in my way Can I stay
Never doing nothing In my lane
And all these people judging tryna tell me that I'm fake Ain't that great
Another wave of loneliness
To Slap on my plate
Another track another song I know you won't play

You got me pouring out my heart like a funeral
Staring at the stars looking beautiful
Tryna make these humans feel numb
I sit and rot in my room
I don't know what I've become
I'm burying my feelings
Inside of a Bottle of rum
You Tell me to run
I tell you to hide
If only you could see these demons always chasing my mind
I'm always searching for a purpose so I scream at the sky
I wish those angels that's above me would just send me a sign
I'm lost

Lost in this world
I'm in lost in this world You a Toxic girl
You make my stomach nauseous and twirl
You watched it unfurl
I'm always getting lost in this earth
And while we gather round the casket as it
Drops to the dirt
We were

Crying attached to the tears
Irrational fears
Pass it to the rear
No Passion is here
One thing that is clear
You Hate the voice in your ear
That's me
You look real nice in the mirror
But you fail to see
Your worth

How we supposed to do that
See back when nobody had else had your back
But you
And I was mad but
You was doing what you had to do
To make things better
There's no other person after you
This is a letter
To those people who've impacted you
And gone away
And you know this world is toxic
You're gone to a better place
While I'm standing at this funeral
Just Screaming what a waste and
Everyday I'm tempted join them and
Blow my Brains uh