Traitor

[Hook]
I just got too much to say, too much darkness in my way
Trynna find love just got hate, on verge of stepping out my frame
All this dream world starts to fade, back to reality with dark days
Hard for me to maintain, my composure bout to explode like propane
Having fucked up days it feels that I'm betrayed
I just sit in here and pray, why these people will not stay
Man I need to find a way to get out of this darkness
Cause if I don't, don't know what else I'll tarnish

[Verse 1]
I remember the days, 2019 smiling at each other passing notes in class
Didn't know later on it would be fake smiles, anyone in my shoes wouldn't notice that
Now you're my biggest enemy, don't need to pretend to be
Like you're my best friend switching up thinking you getting me
My thoughts are the only thing that'll be ending me
And that's the only reason why we're having contentious beef
And you tend to be seeming like you think you're descending me I'm on the same step
Tried to be nice to you but you want dissension, said your dad would shoot me and you made threats
Now I got other people saying I deserve this all, when they started beef they the same skets
You have to hide yourself and talk shit, your social media died hope it remains dead
Don't fucking get it, you want communication then soon as I do it I can't control emotions?
Creating more commotion and you fucking know it, your angry emotions were the only one showing
So you try to flip it on me, all you want is drama you're still living in high school
A known cycle, you want your ego through the roof, you want me to lose my cool
You know that this is my fuel, doing nothing but help me dodge people like you
So fuck you very much, thanks for nothing you can kiss our friendship goodbye too
Made 2 love songs about you and you're still upset I don't know you anymore
Your hatred I deplore turned against me only turned you to a person I can not adore

[Hook]
I just got too much to say, too much darkness in my way
Trynna find love just got hate, on verge of stepping out my frame
All this dream world starts to fade, back to reality with dark days
Hard for me to maintain, my composure bout to explode like propane
Having fucked up days it feels that I'm betrayed
I just sit in here and pray, why these people will not stay
Man I need to find a way to get out of this darkness
Cause if I don't, don't know what else I'll tarnish

[Verse 2]
Staring at the dms, now wishing that I could never see them
Started off being nice turned into a demon, I hope I never be them
Cause hurt people will hurt others and turns into a domino effect
That's how it goes I guess, you broke me down to the ground now my heart is cold in my chest
And you don't even give a fuck, you're too busy worrying about what I did to you
Making yourself look ten times worse, getting mad when I haven't even done SHIT TO YOU
Back before covid even started, before the darkness you turned out to be heartless
You wanted to start shit cause you're bored with your life now our friendship's departed
You wanted all of this carcass, cause you're too worried about yourself
Dragging everybody along down with you cause you can't put your ego on the shelf
But I'm here to humble you now and expose the monster you are
You did the same shit before Cosmic III now you continue to try to turn me dark
And you can have the pro-females defending everything you do with no consequences
Worried about my words when there's physical abuse, I'll keep dropping sentences
Like a judge punishing convicted felons, I'll keep dropping these bars
While you treat ME like the criminal, I'll keep reaching for stars

[Hook]
I just got too much to say, too much darkness in my way
Trynna find love just got hate, on verge of stepping out my frame
All this dream world starts to fade, back to reality with dark days
Hard for me to maintain, my composure bout to explode like propane
Having fucked up days it feels that I'm betrayed
I just sit in here and pray, why these people will not stay
Man I need to find a way to get out of this darkness
Cause if I don't, don't know what else I'll tarnish