Leave Me Alone

[Chorus]
Sebastian with the haters seizing em' put em' in a body bag
Can't give a number of people I've took shots in the past, emptied all the mags
Can't do bad shit with no consequences thinking in your brain that no God attacks
Your party's crashed, you'll be brought down in a darker place
Yeah my dark thoughts are back
I can't escape, trapped in my mind dealing with the hopeless me
I hope to be openly accepting everything like how I'm suppose to be
Expressеd feelings, telling the universе what my motives be
I've been on my knees praying, hoping that God notice me

[Verse 1]
First things first, haters appearing but they come and gone
When I first got into magic it was an underground phenomenon
Now everyone's like, "Pick a card, any card"
If I pull out the cards with the first hand I would play
I would make others reconsider their decisions making them change
Imma stain in the game rising from the underground
Then rising into the ceiling now tell me what you got now?
Got haters and critics, I tell my dreams it gets shot down
I've learned from my mistakes in the past, badly decisions
So I'm refraining from commenting on the lame critisms
And the petty comments from those who ain't even accomplished
Even one-fifths of some of the shit that I've made progress with
And they still stalking assuming what I'm doing
I'm suggesting you mane stop guessin
Ayo, I'm leavin' naysayers stumped like rain forests
I'm like an escape artist with all of this pain enduring
Leave me the fuck alone, leave me alone cause when I reign it's pouring
I use this all as fuel, give me more then these flames are roaring

[Hook]
All this time is passing by
Just can't seem to tell you why
You're the one that hit me the hardest with all your lies
Leave me alone now I don't need you
It hurts me every time I see you
You toy with my feelings and emotions so that hate will feed you
I can't escape, trapped in my mind dealing with the hopeless me
I hope to be openly accepting everything like how I'm suppose to be
Expressed feelings, telling the universe what my motives be
I've been on my knees praying, hoping that God notice me

[Verse 2]
I just wanna see the light been trapped in a dark place
Trynna break out of my shell
I'm just trynna make a living putting all my energy into something that'll
Heal others and myself
And it seems that my own family, they don't even want to stand with me
Drama surrounds me and eventually hits me also, I can not handle beef
Wasn't even involved, now I'm the darkest I've been and no ones understanding me
A friend of 7 years hearing one bad thing, next thing you know he abandoned me
Said it's misogyny cause facts are spoken now you mad tight bitch
Unlike you I'm max writing, the rap titan, you got me pissed now I'm back fightin
You take the girls side you've known for a day instead of fact finding
But I'm the one tripping, gaslighting when you done it that exact timing
Now I got everyone listening to this filled with excitement
Even when I have to be the only one in the room that's dark sided
My mind it's, racing everyone's got two sides it's, a bit embarrassing to show it
Cause I know I'll be painted the villain when they're like that also and you know it
Trynna act perfect, so hypocritical you're quick to see my dick and you'll blow it
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, Let me live my life and leave me alone bitch

[Hook]
All this time is passing by
Just can't seem to tell you why
You're the one that hit me the hardest with all your lies
Leave me alone now I don't need you
It hurts me every time I see you
You toy with my feelings and emotions so that hate will feed you
I can't escape, trapped in my mind dealing with the hopeless me
I hope to be openly accepting everything like how I'm suppose to be
Expressed feelings, telling the universe what my motives be
I've been on my knees praying, hoping that God notice me