Cosmos V

[Verse 1]
You know you're a leader, so why do you act like an overachiever
Notice the reader, tired of dealing with all of these malevolent deceivers
This is my final destination, this began when I talked to a girl I didn't keep her
She was a deceiver, everyone getting mad now as soon as I leave her
All of this beef hurts, lying about me everyone so quick to believе her
They label mе a misogynist, they only hear one story when it really goes deeper
Nowadays, haters and critics really got some nerves
Against the narrative they want to put in words
In your mouth they'll make your careers hurt
Thinking they good but they making the world worse
Almost every year I'm in this dark state of mind
Hopefully one day my world starts to shine
I've been praying for ascension not this dissension
So all of the positives start giving attention
But I realize I can not rely on miracles I got to learn to help myself
But I'm too focused on helping others even when I go through hell
The more darker I feel, I use it as fuel on tracks now I'm bout to attack
Making tracks like Nadella Inc no one can hold me back, no one can hold me back
But they'll try to, they pulled the racist card cause I sound black
And I was hanging with the homies down I-85 we was puffing the loud gas

[Verse 2]
Trynna throw dirt while I'm focused on the road
Didn't you know this motherfucker ain't afraid to unload
Dumping shells all over the street, steady serving heat
Til I'm the only soldier still standing on my feet
Cosmic all season when I spit
Been drinking hella beers I just wanna get lit
To drown out the pain
Now going insane
Got the dark in my brain
Attract girls that wanna start to play
Wasting my time to fill their ego
Feeling targeted, others say it's a placebo
And I'm just trippin, the gaslighting got me flippin'
Follows me everywhere even when I start dippin
Been in the light everytime I start slipping
I'm all alone and it feels no one will listen
It's a switch they flicking and I'm bout done
Motherfuckers want respect when they give me NONE

[Outro]
Seems they want me to have no emotions, laugh at me when I call it out
I've lost my heart, cause I've given it to people that'll just stomp it out
And the only one that cared for me was laying dead on the hospital bed
Wondering what God's doing to me, pitch black darkness is where I've been lead
Now it seems I can't escape it, sometimes I've been begging for death
But God says it's not that time yet, told me don't be stressing the test
Told me to write about my darkness, so this is how close I'll get
This is about how close I will get, this is how close I will get