I Apologize

[Verse 1: Sebastian]
Feelin' down, let me take you on this ride
Heart heavy, can't shake this sadness aside
Wish I could've helped out more for you been in this situation multiple times
Thought you had my back, but you let me down
Betrayed my trust, just looked at me as a clown
Felt betrayed as soon as I asked you out
You thought I was joking you feel no love now
When it was right in front of your face
Could've took you to a wonderful place
Made a vid that was done in mistake
My first thoughts are to run from the hate
Cause I feel no love, there's no apologizing
It's not surprising, all the tension is rising
Dark days we're fighting when we all get divided
But the sun will eventually hit the horizon

[Hook]
I apologize for being an asshole, I know I'm not good enough
I'm drownin' in this sorrow, can't escape the pain but I guess it's to make me tough
But I question if that's even true, a darker man is all I've become
Sorry I'm not the bad guy that you wanted, sorry I didn't give you my love

[Verse 2: Keith]
Sorry I didn't give you my love, now all we seeing is bad blood
And you've had enough, sparked a new dissension just a few months after our last fuck
Got rid of me off your phone, now I'm catching the blocks like it's tetris
Had enough of your tough games, you mad I didn't play back cause you're too bored I bet this
Who you affecting? You feeling neglected cause your behavior is all that's infected
Now you respecting, you felt so protected back when you were the one that I was reppin'
Gave you all of that attention just so you can do all this shit to me
You envy me, cause I didn't want to play your mind games now all you do is give me pity

[Hook]
I apologize for being an asshole, I know I'm not good enough
I'm drownin' in this sorrow, can't escape the pain but I guess it's to make me tough
But I question if that's even true, a darker man is all I've become
Sorry I'm not the bad guy that you wanted, sorry I didn't give you my love

[Verse 3: Sebastian]
Feeling down, let me take you on a trip down memory lane
When you hit me up, had full trust on you, one point you healed me from a dark place
Just to put me back in it, attacking it, now I got no way to detach from it
Been feeling impulsive I don't mean to be passing it, I don't mean to be draggin shit
Got me feelin' low, you let me down, sippin' sorrow
Thought you had my back, but you left me hollow
There's no love, that's a hard pill to swallow
Gave you my love, you took it where my heart go?
Now it's missing, now I've been feeling destructive and not giving a shit about it
I apologize for what I've done, my dark thoughts have gotten more crowded