The MessAge [No.1]

[Interlude]
And who the fuck do you think you are, huh?
You are nobody
You are nothing
Yes, you're right, you dont belong here
We don't want you
Nobody wants you
There is no one that will help you
Your screaming is meaningless
You just act like you're hurt
Other people have worse than you
You don't even deserve to say that
You don't deserve to say anything
You don't deserve to be anything
You are a loser
You will always despise what you have become
That is what God created you for
Nobody cares about you
You're not important
You're not special
You're mediocre
Why won't you give up like you always do?
Nothing more than disappointment
A disgrace to us
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You will never be happy
You won't achieve what you dream about
Your dreams won't come true
You will always regret what you have not done
Nobody will understand you
No one needs you
Your life is an illusion you have created
Your life is a failure
You are a failure
You will be alone
Misunderstood
Forever

[Verse]
Following it all into a hollow alternately trying to climb out or fall down and somehow justify
Pushing the throttle and avoiding every battle, but it's really hard to run away if they all are here just to fight
Unjust if I want to only reconcile as much as I can but I've been only bringing myself much stress
Ingesting finally that I will never know what will come in my way and I gotta just come through it I guess
Already've tried to not suspect that but I have to be ready for things unexpected
Be steady in all I've perfected, not let it fall in me and become rejected
But everyday I vary between staying or running and it's hard to get to next page
Knowing that every moment I may be closer to being left undone leaving this messAge