Ruins

[Verse]
Stillborn god that's raised by the masses
Of flesh everbugged from our mutual corpse
Still forgotten, speaking emphasis
Of straight like I dug every grave with my palms
Birth of a tragedy, reliving agony
First one to pledge that the beginning's closed
What's started is dying, there is no denying
It's hard to not hurt someone with the blunt force
I chose myself, again from the twelve
To Sophia's seemingly abandoned room
Floor by the floor and there's no one at all
But the demons that're eating me, keen to consume
My brain till it crumbles from pain like a building
And nothing but ruins is left for the late
Have searched for someone to co-purge such a feeling
But is it enough to put away my fate?

[Chorus]
No way to do it, I've always been losing
I'm pressing my head against wall of concrete
Everything ruined, I'm entering ruins
Confessing again of a lie and defeat
Tell me your words of embalm on my soul
And then water my heart that's been burning alive
The window I grab with my palm that's so cold
And I flee from the scene to overthink a lot
No way to do it, I've always been losing
I'm pressing my head against wall of concrete
Everything ruined, I'm entering ruins
Confessing again of a lie and defeat
Tell me your words of embalm on my soul
And then water my heart that's been burning alive
The window I grab with my palm that's so cold
And I flee from the scene to overthink a lot