The MessAge (Interlude)

[Interlude]
Welcome
Now here I am
Standing here again
On the crossroads
Between these two paths
And I want to go the right way
And I really try to go this right way
But the results of my disadvantages
Are pushing me further
And further
To the darker side
Is it my own fault?
Mine and only mine?
Is it just how it has to be?
When I feel like
I'm just wasting myself here
But there is no way that it could change
Is there really no way I could fix what used to be broken?
Like everything in this mess is broken
And sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore
You know?
But I try
I try to overcome myself
And all these obstacles
To gain more motivation
And prevent myself from losing it
Trying to put more effort on all of the things that I do
Either physical or mental
Because when it's all done
It gets to my head
That I can change
I know I can change
And affect on everything
That has been around me
Shorter or longer
Throughout my entire life
I can let all these people help me
And I can also let myself help them
But, you know, how it all goes
It all depends on me
So now
Let me rise
Climb on the top of my world
Start the new age
And become the king of the mountain
Being my own life
To finally feel complete
And I want to stay
Stay here as long as I can
And live it all to the fullest
I have to take my chance
Before again
It's all gone
And I'm here
Leaving this messAge