​​the american nightmare.

[Intro]
You are the worst
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
Don't wanna survive, that don't mean not be alive
All this fucking time, I been living in a lie
How do I get out? Should I even fucking try?
'Cause I'm lost, what's the cost? If I wanna be alright
Should I work a 9-5, marry when I'm 25
Get a house, obey the law, climb the ladder at a job
Pay off all these fucking things that don't really mean a thing
Putting more into the psychical to mask a mental pain

[Verse]
The American Dream turned into an American nightmare
All these meaningless things that I got, when I don't even like here
I don't need anything, all I need is inside
I can't even start to think about when I learned the lie
Was it when they told me what they thought was right, thought was wrong?
When I should of taught myself what was right all along?
I'm the only one that's gotta live with all my fucking thoughts
So, fuck did I even care you what you thought?
'Bout what I should do, 'bout the way I live
'Bout what makes me blue, 'bout what makes me livid
There's a fucking difference between breathing and alive
What's the fucking mission? Am I only here to die?
Have I lost my mind? Have I found it all?
I can't draw a line, it's too close to call
Building all these bricks, just to fucking fall
Don't give a fuck bout being rich, I might burn it all

[Chorus]
Don't wanna survive, that don't mean not be alive
All this fucking time, I been living in a lie
How do I get out? Should I even fucking try?
'Cause I'm lost, what's the cost? If I wanna be alright
Should I work a 9-5, marry when I'm 25
Get a house, obey the law, climb the ladder at a job
Pay off all these fucking things that don't really mean a thing
Putting more into the psychical to mask a mental pain