​drown.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
Used to think you were everything
Used to think about thoughts of a wedding ring
You are not who I thought you would truly be
I got lost, you don't know what you do to me
Where the men in black? Need to erase my thoughts
I cannot cope with that, it wanna make me off myself
From this fucking earth, I do not know what I'm worth
I do not like this hurt but at this point all that I know is the hurt
I cannot work without it, I built an empire of pain
Can I feel love? I doubt it, don't understand when I'm not in the rain
Lost that shit when I found it, already knew that it would leave a stain
I do not really wanna talk about it, I cannot breathe unless I'm drowning
Fuck my mind, I'm out it, you do not wanna see if I'm bout it
Imma cross the line a thousand miles with gas and douse it
May the bridges that I burn light the way, everything I've hidden has a turn to escape
Let it out inside, you're no longer mine
You ain't down to ride, you gone see the other side
This ain't dark, this only what I am
You gone only think it's dark if you don't truly understand
"And I don't think anyone does"
Every time I was in love, I don't think they really was
Even if they really were, I couldn't feel it enough
I'm missing something and I don't know what that something is
I get so down bad the only up I want is just to give
Give in to the pain and the bad thoughts
It won't go away and I don't think it stops
The only peace I know right now is too much of a cost
So imma walk around fucked up until it's not