1M.

[Intro]
Sorrow bringer
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
I got a million problems, fuck bout a million followers
That shit won't help me with solving 'em, all of my thoughts I get lost in 'em
Don't know where I am, don't know where to go
The man that I am is not one I know
Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold
You hearing this now but this shit is old
I got a million problems, fuck bout a million followers
That shit won't help me with solving 'em, all of my thoughts I get lost in 'em
Don't know where I am, don't know where to go
The man that I am is not one I know
Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold
You hearing this now but this shit is old

[Verse]
Because when it's new and I'm feeling the weight of the things that I write
I don't wanna be judgеd
What do I do? I'm not healing the pain that I hate and I hidе
Am I really enough? I never know and it scares me, I wish that I had the answers
I got this pain and it tears me, can't run away from the cancer
What I had made a mess of it, I know it's evident
I'm just a demon, don't tell me I'm heaven sent
I know the reaper is my only medicine
I don't like people, I know that I'm reticent
I cannot get out the loop till I'm dead again
I should of known you would leave me on read again
They at the door, I'm unsure if I let 'em in, if pain was a sport, I'm a letterman
Voices inside of my mind scream when I know I can't keep it inside
We had a flame, I can't keep it alive
Screaming your name until I don't like mine
Until I don't like myself, I can't look in the mirror
This message can't get any clearer, I'm just a mess, I'm a quitter
I'm so fucking bitter, I know that I'll never be with her