Ten Toes Challenge

[Verse 1]
I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past
Now, I'm out here trying to regain my ground real fast
See, I don't understand the struggle and I don't understand the pain
I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain
And it's running through my veins, and I feel I can't escape
And even when I try to overcome all of the hate
It feels like I just get a locked tighter in this gate
And my heart begins to shake, now my heart begins to frail
No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail, yeah
Before I even started, I already knew I failed
And in case you couldn't tell, my life is on a sail
And it just started sinking so I revert drinking
Or do I revert to pray 'cause even though I pray, my life's still in despair
Man, this life really ain't fair and but you don't really care
Nah you ain't really care that my life was in drought
Where was all my life flowing cause I think I'm out
I don't feel nothing we call that feeling lifeless
I don't feel nothing when I use to feel righteous
I just keep feeling more empty at heart
My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart
Yeah, do you know that feeling when you know you need some healing?
But even though you know that the pain still keeps on killing
And you know you can't escape it and you know you can't erase it
So, you hide from your problems cause it's just too hard to face it
You know you can't erase all the things that you have said
And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head
And you layin' in your bed create a list of your regrets
Make a list of all the things and the challenges you've met
And feel like life is set, yeah, you can't get past your struggles
So, you locked up in this bubble got nobody to cuddle
'Cause you can't even trust yourself to not get into trouble
So how she 'post to trust you when love is on the line
But she don't even know if she just wasting your time, man

[Chorus]
Ten toes, ten toes deep on the ten toes beat
If I go any deeper than I might sink
That ain't true though, still got my flow
I'mma sing it for you people cause you ain't know
Whoa, 'cause you ain't know
I'mma sing it for you people 'cause you ain't know
Whoa, ten toes deep on the ten toes beat
If I go any deeper than I might sink
That ain't true though, still got my flow
I'mma sing it for you people 'cause you ain't know

[Verse 2]
Yeah, you ever felt worthless 'cause ain't got a purpose
And thoughts keep running through your head
Like you stuck in the surface
But not just any thoughts like thoughts of depression
And you lookin' up to God and askin' him all these questions
Like If I die today, will I go up to Heaven?
And is it possible for me to shake off all my aggression
I know that your perfect, so what's your suggestion?
I think it's 'bout time that you taught me a lesson
'Cause I ain't learn nothing yet, fourteen years through life
I'm only fourteen but what if I die tonight?
If I die tonight, I pray that my time is right
'Cause even though folks say "Time is money"
I know I can't earn no more time tonight
So, I just pray that my time is right
And I just hope that my family would be alright
And I just pray, yeah, I just pray

[Chorus]
Ten toes deep on the ten toes beat
If I go any deeper than I might sink
That ain't true though, still got my flow
I'mma sing it for you people 'cause you ain't know
Whoa, 'cause you ain't know
I'mma sing it for you people 'cause you ain't know
Ten toes