I’ve got anxiety from everyone who’s lied to me
I used to be more open now I stay alone in privacy
When I was open people really never understood
So now I lie to people’s faces I say that I’m good
You don’t wanna hear it like this?
Well then don’t ask how I am
I think that’s why nobody talks to me cuz they don’t understand
So I just keep my struggles to myself
And focus on the music
But I’ve been feeling stressed out and I think I’m bout to lose it
And my smile don’t make me happy, if you think that you’re mistaken
Because every single day I swear I think my body’s breakin
And I feel like I’ve seen gods face
Still question faith
If I make one more mistake
Then I swear ima break
And I just want to know why I’m losin my mind
And there’s so many fricken things I wanna rewind
And there’s so many times in like that I wanna die
And I really wish that I could say this song was a lie

I got monsters under my bed
Monsters in my head
Monsters that won’t go away