Still lost

Way home never been this far
Maybe imma find it if i chase being a star
Maybe a bit bizzare
Maybe i can take my car
Drive away light a cigar
Crash into a bar
Empty my head reservoir
Ball still in my feet
But i dont see a goal
Nevermind
Sit still while
I tell you my repertoire
Big guy, a small man
A bit shy, no plan
Pretty impatient
Like a patient
Waiting in the waiting room
Filled with childish frustration
Filled with anger from his
Whole generation
Never realised what hes been chasin
Until he started mixing sounds
That was a small vacation
For his mind
30 million streams later
Nothing changed еxcept his
Self view
Tirеd of making sad songs
Tired of nothing new
You think im gonna film
20 tiktoks a day
To promote my song
Fuck you
I made it here
And im gon make it through
Took me a while
But im gettin
Better
Took me a while
To write this letter
Took me a while
To climb this ladder
Maybe imma make it
Who knows
Fingers crossed
While im riding out here
Baby
Im

Still lost
Baby im still lost

The wheel is in my hands
I dont know where to go
A bit afraid but
I won't let nobody know
Maybe its my fate
Ill let the river flow
Maybe its my fate

And tell my brothers i love em
Tell my mama im glowing
Tell my dad that imma show him
He can be proud of his son
I got 99 problems and my soul is one
But im just having fun
Used to be head down and run
Now i see a little sun
To give you a glipse of my world is what im hoping
Get to know me
While im dreaming with my eyes open