Scared Of Heights

I,i, feel like im hated
Not drunk
But im still faded
At night
My head debating
On what
Am i still waiting
For
Seems like im headed
Left
Of what feels right
And i fight
And fight
All night
Can't catch my flight
To the promised land
My head buried
Deep in the sand
I don't understand
Why there's still some blood
In my hands
One too many plans
Burend down
Cause of my stance
Blood still on my hands
My blood on my hands
And ive been wasting time
Tryina make something of these lines
It feels like ive been chasing nothing,im
Full of hate,too tired
Scared straight,can't climb
These heights that im after
And ive been wasting time
Running for something i thought was mine
Running for somеthing,now im left behind
Full of hate,too tirеd
Can you relate
Cause im
Just looking for some closure
Hoping it could bring me closer
Hoping it could bring me closer
To the truth, the sun
The gun won't shoot
Until i try to run away
And if i die soon
Let my words stay
Let this music say
What i had to say
Let this brush paint a picture
Of my world
Kinda absurd
Blurred and unprepared
Unheard
Im
Scared