I Remember

I remember
When it all made sense
When we never played tense
Fear was just but a word
Not a blade in my fense
Just something in my mind
That i never seemed to find
I always runed around it
Now it holds me behind
Wasn't locked up in this mess
My days go by full of
Meaningless stress
Feels like a long walk
In a dark forest
Can't afford this
Or fold these
Cards that were delt
I dont play games
But if i did id win
Like joey said
I always spread love
But sometimes i sin
Ive seen my bridges burn
Ive seen my tables turn
But whats life
If i dont die i learn
From mistakes
I passed
I burn all of the past
And shit that
Doesn't seem to last
Long
Many feelings in my brain
Many thoughts on my mind
But i dont mind
I put em all in this song

And
I used to think i love her
Not even a bit of my heart is full
Left right left right im tryina calm down
Its push and pull
Funny how my shots go in
But then i lose the game
Funny how my nights are tired
And my days the same
Ive been waiting for a miracle
2 years ive been selling my tears
Just some pocket money
Theres nothing they know about me
Im talking bout those few people
That listen to my stuff
And altough its been 2 years
Speaking my mind has been rough
Writing page after page
But its still not enough
Hope that its stage after stage
One day and im going up
Surely im growing up
I hope into a honest man
I hope i won't be rolling up
All these emotions to a bottle
And then turn its bottom up
Try to take it easy
But the spirits go and tease me
All im writing here is cheesy
And it can never please me