Spy Again

[CURT]
How did I get back here?
I swore I'd never return
Four long years since it happened, Mega
I guess you never learn

But maybe this time will be different
It might be what I need
Who knew I could feel again
Who knew I could forget my... my...
No!

[instrumental]

[Curt]
Memories always seem to be
Always haunting me
Until I can't think
Then I try, try to deny
I let him die
Then I pour myself a drink
Then another, and another drink
Until it does the trick

'Til I forget
What's in my head
What I regret
Then I have another drink
Then another, and another drink
Until I get my fix

'Til the morning light
When the sun is bright
And nothing's right
I lost the fight

And I remember...

I once was a spy, but I can't be a spy again
I once was a spy, how could I be a spy again?
I once was a spy, but what if
I was a spy again

If a spy is a spy and I once was a spy
Then I can be a spy again
Thought I could say goodbye, but I can't lie
I wanna be a spy again

Wanna be a spy again
Gonna try again
Hop in a jet and fly again
Grow a spine again
Make it mine again
Do my best not to cry again

And I know just where I'm goin'
Me and my partner Owen

No!

I do what I can, try to make a plan, to be a better man
But nothing seems to stick
In the mirror, nothing's clear
What is this beard?
Oh, where's my drink?
And another, and another
No, I'm gonna be sick
Owen please, if you could see
What's become of me
What would you think?

A spy is a spy
I once was a spy
I think you'd want me to spy again
I put this drink down
Turn my life around
I wanna be a spy again

Spy again, it's who I am
Doesn't even matter if I killed my best friend
Spy again, wear a suit and tie again
Drink martinis and drive again
Spy again, get by again
Feel like a real important guy again
Fight crime again, it's do or die again
Get my life right again

Owen would want me to do this
So I know that I'll get through it
'Cause a spy is a spy is a spy is a spy is a spy
And if I once was a spy
Then I'm gonna be a spy
The best fucking spy
Again