Originally, I started writing to this while I was driving somewhere in Jersey. The beat came on and it just started coming out. The flow hit me first. the beat is somewhat fast so the flow had to be a little hype. With the tone set, I decided to have my good friend Natalia sing on the hook. There wa...
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Always told myself I would get up out the struggle
Rise up above the troubles that come from living in the gutter
But forced to hustle just to satisfy that hunger
Flip a couple bundles, looking out for undercovers
Stuffing coke all down my socks, stacking dough up for my brother
Posted on these blocks, hard to hide what I discovered
But yet and still I never stuttered even when my soul was cluttered
Always knew that I would suffer thе day I lost my mother
And I know it in my heart, therе will NEVER be another
So I'm running with this pain that sits right above my upper
Of course NOW at this age I wanna stand there and hug her
Then look her in the eyes and just tell her that I love her
Apologize for all the things I knew hurt her deep within
I'm really truly sorry I really wish I could've been
Right at your bedside when the lights were getting dim
But all I'm left with now is this face full of grim
Please, tell me Jesus Christ where do I begin?
I don't wanna feel this pain, tell me...
How will I refrain from shame? Maybe...
You are the one to blame lately...
How can I explain this strain in me?...
How do I remain so sane....crazy?
Running With Pain was written by Gemini Genesis.
Running With Pain was produced by .
Gemini Genesis released Running With Pain on Fri Sep 25 2020.
This song was written in 2012. I actually finished writing this while I was living in North Carolina. I had come across the beat a little while before then with my good friend Ang in Jersey. We were listening to EDM and house music at the time and came across Basique. She always joked how she was go...