​running backwards never reaching never

can't tell what i want
from you, from me
i think i forgot
what i should be

floating unthinking i've
misplaced myself
let me unravel the
thread til i'm well
so many reasons i'm
left so uneven i
shouldn't have ever
pretended

to be what others want
my nature i have lost
stretched so thin and weak
don't know how to speak
x2

[verse 2]
can't tell where to go
from where i am
caught up in sea
so far from land

floating unthinking i've
misplaced myself
let me unravel the
thread til i'm well
so many reasons i'm
left so uneven i
shouldn't have ever
pretended

to be what others want
my nature i have lost
stretched so thin and weak
don't know how to speak
x4