​bring down the sun

can't you tell, that i hate what i am
i wish i had no form, then i'd be alright
this carbon cage only hurts and hinders
i wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlight

this dream is fucking twisted
people say i should have never existed
sometimes i think they're right
i didn't choose this life
i hurt myself today
can you blame me anyway
through all this shit i've lived
my will is bout to give

can't you see why i'm so frightened?
can't you see why i'm so sad?
can't you see my scars aren't fading?
can't you see you're all i have?

can't you tell, i'm in so much pain
it comes and goes in waves, wish i could make it go away
this box i'm locked in is so unforgiving
in danger every night, in danger every day
can't you tell, i can't hold out much more
wish i was transparent, wish i had no form
this world was not for me, not for many others
i wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlight

this dream is fucking twisted
people say i should have never existed
sometimes i think they're right
i didn't choose this life
i hurt myself today
can you blame me anyway
through all this shit i've lived
my will is bout to give

can't you see why i'm so frightened?
can't you see why i'm so sad?
can't you see my scars aren't fading?
can't you see you're all i have?

can't you tell, i need respite from harm
live alone with you, protect me with your warm arms
hopefully one day i'll be invisible
'til then i'll fantasize that i am made of sunlight