​25MG tricyclic

my mind races
catastrophic
these obsessions
so neurotic

how can i tell when i'm truly secure
not good with change, shifting makes my skin so
callous and coarse, i can't open anymore
i'm too stoic

everything grinds away at my tender will
i want to get better but don't think i will
anything and everything is just too much
i try to fight through but it's not doing much
why, can't i sleep at night
can't i feel alright
can't i see the light
can't you hold me tight

how can i tell when i'm truly secure
not good with change, shifting makes my skin so
callous and coarse, i can't open anymore
i'm too stoic

my mind races
catastrophic
these obsessions
so neurotic
how can i tell when i'm truly secure
not good with change, shifting makes my skin so
callous and coarse, i can't open anymore
i'm too stoic

i never asked to be so cold
i never asked to be alone
i never asked to be this cursed
why is this hand i was dealt the worst
this maladaption drives me mad
can't help but treat myself so bad
with these affects that life has brought
my mind has become so miswrought

my mind races
catastrophic
these obsessions
so neurotic