​reflections

[Intro]
(Based off somewhere in the clouds)
Stare at my reflection, it makes me reminisce
Sometimes I wanna end it 'cause I can't co-exist
With my problems, yeah, they haunting me
I'm running from the mess
While the devil always following
He's fucking with my head

[Chorus]
Stare at my reflection, it makes me reminisce
Sometimes I wanna end it 'cause I can't co-exist
With my problems, yeah, they haunting me
I'm running from the mess
While the devil always following
He's fucking with my head
In my sadness I've been wallowing, you feel it in my chest
When I'm high I let my twenties, got me I'm caught up in the stress
Feel I gotta make it happen, so I'm movin' to the West
And I know its gonna break you, but for me I do is best

[Refrain]
Babe, I feel so numb
Woah, I feel so numb
Babe, I feel so numb
Yeah, I know you're dying
Traumatized, leave me hanging, you're the only one

[Verse 1]
Spear right down the middle, I'm referring to my heart
Babe, we knew that shit was over before the day we started
Hitting crossroads that we came to in two ways that we departed
Always feeding me those lies, know every [?] rewarded
I'm always crying out for help, I swear nobody will help me
I spill all my confessions, theres nobody that felt me (Oh-woah)
No matter what I do, they never gon' know the real me (Oh-woah)
I'm taking these prescriptions 'cause I hope that it kills me (Yeah)
I was filling up my cupboard, in the inside I'm empty (Yeah)
Wonder why the ones who's closest to me always feel envy?
Falling back into my habits, my whole life is so tempting
They gon' say whatever comes to them
I'm focused on [?]

[Chorus]
Stare at my reflection, it makes me reminisce
Sometimes I wanna end it 'cause I can't co-exist
With my problems, yeah, they haunting me
I'm running from the mess
While the devil always following
He's fucking with my head
In my sadness I've been wallowing, you feel it in my chest
When I'm high I let my twenties, I'm caught up in the stress
Feel I gotta make it happen, so I'm movin' to the West
And I know its gonna break you, but for me I do is best

[Refrain]
Babe, I feel so numb
Woah, I feel so numb
Babe, I feel so numb
Yeah, I know you're dying
Traumatized, leave me hanging, you're the only one

[Bridge]
The time that I reached out to you, you never wanna grab my hand
I'm taking all my love back, set my focus on these rubberbands
Can't say I didn't try, I tried to give you all the love I can
You spit right in my face, you made it clear I shouldn't try again

[Outro]
I was filling up my cupboard, in the inside I'm empty (Yeah)
Wonder why the ones who's closest to me always feel envy?
Falling back into my habits, my whole life is so tempting
They gon' say whatever comes to them
I'm focused on [?]