​​​hard pill to swallow

[Intro]
You see here kids, you gotta just go for it
Don't think about what comes after or what came before
You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath, and jump
And you might think: What if i fall?
Oh well, what if you don't?
What if you fly?

[Chorus]
Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me
So, don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me

[Verse 1]
We just became too toxic theres no other, better way to put it
Am I flipping on the gas 'cause I'll drive fast when I go do it?
I was in touch with my reality, seeing clearly that I blew it
[?] jump, I hadn't knew it
I'm a fucking walking example of a person you don't wanna be
Genetically I'm toxic, always attracted to the drama queens
And I [?] So i know I'm destined for the finer things
And If you can't see my greatness
I guess you just fucking blind as [?]
We're in a decade of exhaustion and I'm clearly at war
With these demons that I'm fighting, theres always one more
I'm defeating my addiction its like [?] sore
Jesus gave me the keys, I need to just open the door
And to be completely honest; I've been happy without you
But at the same damn time, I'm just so fucking sad that I lost you
And its clear to me:
You hate me and burn everything I brought you
But even tho you hope I fall, I still could never doubt you

[Chorus]
Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me
So, don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me

[Verse 2]
Its a hard pill to swallow when you're looking at me
Taking L's on my life, hopefully now I see clear
But theres one things thats for certain
I can't count on my peers
And I'm not scared of any man, its only god that I fear
Used to blackout on the Xanax, people calling me weird
Little do they know, I was just in pain, they didn't see it
People make mistakes, thats just the nature of human beings
And I might smile on the outside
But on the inside, bitch, I'm screaming
Feel like theres way too many people that be praying I fall
No matter what I get [?] (Yeah)
I see a picture on my screen, like, everytime that you call (Huh)
We finally no longer speaking, thats just the luck of the draw
I can't imagine all the destruction and the pain that I've caused
I was way into the drugs not realising thats a facade
Aggressively spending, you should see
The stupid shit that I bought
In other words, I was tryin' to be this other person I'm not
Yeah, I guess that you could say that I was stuck in a box
And for way too fucking long baby, I swear that I fought
But in the end it was myself that had got myself out
Even though I make some music but every time that I drop
Its a curse I have to live with but I'm built for this shit
Cause ima' build on my foundation watch it brick by brick
And I be laughing at you fake hoes 'cause you think y'all slick
Forever fuck you to the haters that think I missed

[Chorus]
Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me
So, don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me
Don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me
So, don't tell me that you're sorry
When you were thinking of me