​forgive

[Verse 1]
Baby I'm so cold, I'm at the creek without a paddle
I gave into temptation I've been losing all my battles
And I fought so hard to keep you
Cause we both know that I had you
Now you fade away my shit
And baby I couldn't be more sad
And I wanted you to be my wife
I wish It went just how we planned it
Now that you've been gone I took some pills so I don't panic
In the end I know it hurts me
Its been difficult to manage
My addictions taking hold
I underestimate the damage
The mystery of you never coming back is haunting me
So much history with you
I mean some days where you just wanted me
I'm Sorry that I failed in more timеs than I can count, Bae
Damn, I miss you so damn much
You found me lost when I was drowning

[Verse 2]
You know I hold on to thе memories
The pictures that I got with me
I'm always gonna love you
And theres no one fucking stopping me
I wish that I could go back
Changing choices that I've made then
And that to me is fading
In your mind wish I could save them
[?] but I love you and you always gon' be everything
We drifting far apart but in my soul I know it was meant to be
Trauma of a past so when we crashed she was almost 17
Theres nothing in this world to make me feel like you ain't heavenly

[Chorus]
Girl, I know that you was meant for me
Yeah I know that you was meant for me
Lord knows that it was meant to be
You can't tell me it ain't meant to be
I know that you was meant for me
Girl, I know that you was meant for me
You can't tell me it ain't meant to be
Lord knows that it was meant to be

[Post-Chorus]
I can't be wasting no more time
This breakup showed me that I gotta win
The devil opened up my grave theres no way I'd be falling in
A place that I've been mad, a places wish I never saw again
I'm crying out to God and beg him: Forgive me all my sins
These self inflicted wounds reminds myself
That I have got to change
I didn't even realize all these years put you through all this pain
Was hurting bad myself but its myself that I have got to blame
Gon' love you for eternity, I say this, Lord, in Jesus' name

[Verse 3]
Your emotions acting built up over time
The bridge had finally broke
Was blind itself for years it took you leave and so I finally know
You prolly ain't gon' hear this
If you do, just know, you ate my soul
I'm begging and I'm pleading and I know that shit was pityful
It made me feel pathetic, I regret it, I can't change it though
Thank god that I got music still, the only thing that feel like home
Contemplating suicide, I put that barrel to my dome
Heaven and hell is real would be so selfish if I would have done it

[Chorus]
Girl, I know that you was meant for me
Yeah I know that you was meant for me
Lord knows that it was meant to be
You can't tell me it ain't meant to be
I know that you was meant for me
Girl, I know that you was meant for me
You can't tell me it ain't meant to be
Lord knows that it was meant to be

[Outro]
I can't be wasting no more time
This breakup showed me that I gotta win
The devil opened up my grave theres no way I'd be falling in
Places I've been mad, places wish I never saw again
I'm crying out to god and beg him: forgive me all my sins
These self inflicted wounds reminds myself
That I have got to change
I didn't even realize all these years put you through all this pain
Was hurting bad myself but its myself that I have got to blame
Don't love you for eternity, I say this, Lord, in Jesus' name