​imperfect

[Intro]
I said, "Baby, I'm imperfect", yeah
I said, "Baby, I'm imperfect"

[Chorus]
I said, "Baby, I'm imperfect"
God, I know you're worth it
Thought that you would stay 'til the end
Shawty, I know that I fucked up
I don't really know what you think
I'm really trapped in my head
Baby, I'm afraid to lose you, I right even lost you
I was supposed to be this happy person, but forgot to
Yeah, I tried to push away the pain, I never saw it through
Everything on soon, babygirl, don't make me haunt you

[Verse 1]
Its hard for me to see clear
I don't wanna be here
Hate everthing I see when I see myself inside a mirror
I'm only feeling tears, can't make hеr reappear
She don't want mе back, she said herself, she made it clear
Gotta live another day, but I don't wanna try
Seem to find a way through all the rest of my life
You can tell just how I feel, look at the look of my eyes
I'm forever gon' be empty how the pain, it's inside

[Chorus]
I said, "Baby, I'm imperfect"
God, I know you're worth it
Thought that you would stay 'til the end
Shawty, I know that I fucked up
I don't really know what you think
I'm really trapped in my head
Baby, I'm afraid to lose you, I right even lost you
I was supposed to be this happy person, but forgot to
Yeah, I tried to push away the pain, I never saw it through
Everything on soon, babygirl, don't make me haunt you

[Verse 2]
Why the fuck I gotta feel like that?
I don't know why (Don't know why)
Guess I did it to myself lucked out without even trying (Yeah)
Never meant for this to happen, but she think that I'm not (Not)
I'm taking pills to numb pain, at times, I feel like I'm done
Got myself into this mess, somehow, I keep going back (Yeah)
Is this the beauty and the high that got me feeling attached?
I know it's bad for me, but honestly, I ain't done with my past
I know that every time I get behind the wheel, I'ma crash

[Chorus]
I said, "Baby, I'm imperfect"
God, I know you're worth it
Thought that you would stay 'til the end
Shawty, I know that I fucked up
I don't really know what you think
I'm really trapped in my head
Baby, I'm afraid to lose you, I right even lost you
I was supposed to be this happy person, but forgot to
Yeah, I tried to push away the pain, I never saw it through
Everything on soon, babygirl, don't make me haunt you

[Verse 3]
I just wanna be there for you
When you feel like no one around
Keep my head up above the water, but I feel I'ma drown (Yeah)
Yeah, I try to keep my head up even though I feel down (Down)
Theres just so much negativity that always surrounds
And even though I'm still alive, at times, I feel like I'm dead
Every morning that I wake up, gotta reach for my meds
There's no more damage you could do, my heart already done bled
And it's impossible to erase the past, the things that you said

[Chorus]
I said, "Baby, I'm imperfect"
God, I know you're worth it
Thought that you would stay 'til the end
Shawty, I know that I fucked up
I don't really know what you think
I'm really trapped in my head
Baby, I'm afraid to lose you, I right even lost you
I was supposed to be this happy person, but forgot to
Yeah, I tried to push away the pain, I never saw it through
Everything on soon, babygirl, don't make me haunt you

[Outro]
It's hard for me to see clear
I don't wanna be here
Hate everthing I see when I see myself inside a mirror
I'm only feeling tears, can't make her reappear
She don't want me back, she said herself, she made it clear (Yeah)