​​lie to me

[Chorus]
Oh, tell me why you lie to me
Yeah, I thought I can't [?]
I was there when they was shining
There's no controllin' my anxiety
It's either you or it's these pills, my ways better than myself
But it's okay 'cause I don't give a fuck 'bout no one but myself
But that's not true, 'cause there's a demon in me speaking for myself
I guess the truth is I'm just high so these the cause that I was dead
Seems like you'd love me if I was different or just anybody else
I pray that someone out there listening actually feels my pain
Not just fuckboys that gon' hear this, throwing dirt all on my name

[Verse]
There's a difference when you know me and can see that I have changed
Screamin' "Free all of my brothers" Hope they get out of them chains (Vaegud)
It's hard to be the person that I am, they always judgin' me
Addicted to these drugs, yeah, nowadays they keep me company
They hate me before I come up, then start lovin' me all suddenly
I left them in the past, I'm focusin' on what's in front of me

[Chorus]
Oh, tell me why you lie to me
Yeah, I thought I can't [?]
I was there when they was shining
There's no controllin' my anxiety
It's either you or it's these pills, my ways better than myself
But it's okay 'cause I don't give a fuck 'bout no one but myself
But that's not true, 'cause there's a demon in me speaking for myself
I guess the truth is I'm just high so these the cause that I was dead
Seems like you'd love me if I was different or just anybody else
I pray that someone out there listening actually feels my pain
Not just F–