Pride

[Verse 1]
I’m self-conscious bout my eyelashes, they are really curly
The only ones who like them are girls wishing they were me
They say they really like them and they say they wish they had them
But it just gets me pissed and makes me wish that I could stab em
Like... you like it? Fucking take them
I want to rip my face off that’s how much I fucking hate em
Ike, just take the compliment, why you being stubborn?
Cause you’re complimenting shit that’s feminine, I ain’t a woman
And yeah toxic masculinity, go suck a fat one
Not everybody wants to be a metrosexual fag, cunt

[Verse 2]
I’m self-conscious bout my real name, I think it’s fucking garbage
Because everyone I’ve ever met with my name’s retarded
But I can not get into it because I’ll get reported
To the teachers at my school and then they’ll bring me in the office
Won’t ask me directly, or building up to the question
With total disregard to how I’m feeling; awful
(you need to let go of that grudge)
Every single one of them like what’s the fucking chances
Yeah, it made me hate disabled people if that’s what you’re asking
(that's horrible)

[Verse 3]
I’m self-conscious bout my eyebrows, everybody comments on them
Constantly critiquing and demeaning my demeanour honestly
I used see them in the mirror and despise them
And I still do, I do not fucking like them
I can’t shave then or trim them
To get slightly thinner
Cause then people will notice and see that something’s different
And say something about it
Like why’d you shave brows kid?
I don’t know, maybe cause of all the shit around it

[Verse 4]
I’m self-conscious bout my height
Been ridiculed my whole life
And I just pray to god I blow up
Not success wise
But in the form of stature
And overshadow the assholes
Who always called me a fucking midget what a great joke
Like are you fucking stupid and lack sell awareness
Or don’t own enough chromosomes to get offensive?
Why my so upset about it? go and shed a tear
Yeah, repeat that every day for like six fucking years

[Verse 5]
I’m self-conscious bout my music
Man I really take it serious
But I do not rap serious
Because what I said pervious
My fan base I small but loyal and I love them
I could go a month without a vid and then drop something
And they would all watch it
No dead channel, nothing
But now I fear my newest efforts are not what they’re wanting
(i don't know)
This album’s very serious, personal and close to heart
Do they want to hear that shit, or just hear me spitting bars?
Hi, my name’s Isaac and I rap and it’s bad
I’m sad but I mask my feeling like glad wrap
I’ma thick eyebrowed curly eyelashed midget
Who sucks dick a rapping and should kill himself this instant
Maybe I’m concerned too much about what other’s might say
Trying to conger up and fathom all possible types of hates
So, I can counter everything before it’s said, a step ahead
And all I have to do is put me down and self-deprecate
Oh he’s already said that and said that as well
Now I can’t make fun of him because he’s done it himself
Oh he’s already said that and said that as well
Now I can’t make fun of him because he’s done it himself