Pillarz In Heaven

There's a war going on, it's been killing my brethren
Back to the Lord where we belong, strong as a pillar in heaven
I be fulfilling the the legend, clenching redemption at hand
I see your wings at full extension, the ascension of Dan
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You ain't dead fam, I keep your essence with me
I'm so alive to feel your presence when I'm blessing the beat
For every question we speak when we were seeking the truth
For every lesson that was known and sewn deep in our roots
For it was shown in the proof that Jesus Christ had convicted
Too inflicted with our vices, we were righteous verse wicked
Now your life is depicted through all the words I express
Man I almost went berserk when I heard of your death
But that's word to the flesh for our soul is eternal
Once fertile in a crescent, destined to be whole as a circle
To the hole in my purple heart, now how do I start to heal
Cuz I feel you left your mark now how do I start to seal
The realness of your past and I'm asking the Lord for guidance
As that you right by his side, the light brightened so vibrant
I fell silent, a violent tremble in my mental
They have torn the temple down but it's bound to reassemble
And that's essential so I'll see you in the afterlife
Cuz Christ was our path and I know this when I grasp a mic
I pass the night knowing I'll never share a smile
Or freestyle in your sight and see you just as wild
I'd seen you just awhile ago before you passed away
Life's fast, was asked to carry your casket in mass today
One of the last to stay, the sky was gray as I departed
Still grieving with the pain, when had this freezing rain started
Regarded it is strange like the weather change was chosen
And by the next morning the entire terrain was frozen
The curtain closing, another rose in the garden departing
I'm starting to try and deal but I still can't find the pardon
This misery is real son, I feel it in my words
It reoccurs in my brain but the pain it makes it blur
Where we were is fitting, I'm still sitting in the same spot
Not a lot has changed, probably still rocking the same socks
Still shocked in the brain but nothing's taming this burden
You should of prayed in Jesus name to heal the pain that had you hurting
But I felt certain that you was a person of working through it
And I know your love for God would never allow you to do it
But I knew it was a mistake, I should've tried to keep you close
But it wasn't suicide, I know you died from overdose
Another soldier's ghost, another brother gone to heaven
Another hole in the cypher, another life of a Kings Park legend
Another brethren's ascension to the heavenly dimension
I pray you found peace and release from the stress and tension
Not to mention the beast and the police he calls the henchmen
Prevention's hard to reach but help me preach the intervention
An extension to your spirit to manifest in my lyrics
So what I'm trying to express, will leave um blessed when they hear it
And fam I'm so near it, but now I fear it's been a few years
Memories disappear and I've shed more than a few tears
But who hears the message of all the losses I've invested
Manifested misery until I've physically grown aggressive
I'm so expressive but feel congestive in this topic
And I watched it from afar like the stars in my optic
I could not stop it, I had to watch it run its course
I had to force this off my tongue cuz I'm still stuned by the loss

(Hook - 4x)