The Day I Died

Seems like the other day when I awoke to the sound
Of screaming voices in my head still spinning around
Spirit bound, my soul was like the rain pouring down
Flooded my essence to the brink, feels like I'm destined to drown
Found you lying by my side like we was husband and bride
Her love was like the moon in tune to make my soul ride like cold tide
Two worlds collide but you had something to hide
When I think about it now I can't believe that you lied
Tried to tell myself it wasn't me, but guilty hearts can never be free from the misery
All this world has given me is nothing but a bitter taste
A guilty past that everyday I wish I could erase
You said you loved me but now I guess it's not the case
You didn't have to say a word, I saw it in your face
I guess my space in your heart took up a vacancy
Where was you taking me
Blinded by the love I couldn't see how you's was making me believing the truth, when I knew it's a lie
You said it's you and I, but you were sly an had another guy
I wonder why I even thought it would work
How could you love me right when all I brought you was hurt
I'm the same sort of jerk to start a fight and go berserk
And blame it all on you when I do the same dirt
Your name remain to lurk in the hallways of my memory
Trying to forget but still I can remember thee
When you use to touch me when I couldn't be reached
And all the walls I built you seemed to easily breach
Teached you how to love someone so you gave me your heart
I gave ya my heart in return but still we drifted apart
Should I start to reminisce about the way we entwined
How I called you sunshine and held you close in the night time
I might find another love to pursue
Something that's true, but really I didn't want to
I wanted you, and that's all that will do
So next time you think about it, here's to thinking on you

I use to wish I didn't make it that day
I would of died there in your arms, left you with nothing to say
Maybe life is something precious but I threw it away
Cuz I loved you more than life bitch, loved you more than life
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Thinking back to that night, I should have left it alone
Too many problems on my mind, to try and talk in the phone
So I went to your home hoping to catch you alone
When I walked in the door that's when I went in the zone
Heard vocal tones laughing but what was the joke
When I saw his fucking face almost had heart stroke
Wanted to choke the little fuck and leave his neck broke
That's when I realized that I was the joke
So I spoke not a word but I looked in your eyes
No love was there for me only death in disguise
Rise to your feet but I was already gone
Halfway to the door before you grabbed at my arm
Screaming stay calm, fuck calm that shit was on
Threw you to the floor like you was holding a bomb
Gone through the door before you got to your feet
Death was in my eye, all I saw was the street
My heart skipped a beat as I saw that car coming
Brain yelling stop but my heart kept running
You said something but them words mean nothing
After that I jumped in and got done in

I use to wish I didn't make it that day
I would of died there in your arms, left you with nothing to say
Maybe life is something precious but I threw it away
Cuz I loved you more than life bitch, loved you more than life
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