Lost Ones

Will I see you on the other side, God can only know
Still taste the poison, witness the death of Romeo
A lonely road if I can only hold my head up
Forgotten at the bottom son, still tryna get up
Set up for failure like a tailor made abortion
This is for every Balor that's tryna nail my coffin
Feel like I'm lost in a Fibonacci sequence
I spiral out but I'm sinking in the deep end
Survival route, not about to let 'em break me
I'm unafraid no matter where the wave takes me
Save to safety, we move hasty with a quick step
Aspiring for the fall with sirens calling us to shipwreck
And this reps us all so call it repetitive
Until you get it embedded or deaded, I'd rather let it live
Forget it kid, we all headed to the sedative
Till reverie's the remedy, serenity I bet it is
Entities of energy endlessly vent the entropy
A sense without the texture, professors of extra sensory
Lament for me, too much pressure on what I'm sent to be
I lost my center, forgot what it meant to me
Eventually the reason came, tryna seize the pain
I miss the summer, I can't get from under this freezing rain
I see the same, remain chained to this misery
Though physically I fight it like Leonidas lives in me
Visibly stoic though I know it's gonna burst
Like lightning from that thunder we they put you in the Earth
This hurts of hunger, no wonder I got no appetite
But even though I'm fed up, hope we get up in the afterlife
Asking Christ am I worthy of this doctrine
Want him to show mercy cuz I'm thirsty for the toxin
Out of options I'm watching the ash recede
Haunted by my past wherever this path will lead
The last to breathe and when I leave am I receive
To bleed for the Father, the truest martyr indeed
Apart of me that always was will never be
I can see it from above, send my love to my seed
Til we all are freed and no longer need words
And on that day I believe I'll be heard
I believe I'll be heard
On that day I believe I'll be heard