Fall From Grace

I'm not what I portray, the portraits displayed disgust me
Must be my lucky day I'm impale on a nail that's rusty
More crusty than the slit after your chick just fucked thee
Dirtiest of dicks, stay away from eating Kentucky
It must be I'm just a kid at heart who looks like Chucky
Ugly as sin, my flesh eating friend with rubber ducky
Bug me again I'll open a den to demons that touch me
They fuck with me at night believe me they'd love your company
So when you shoved abruptly, don't even ask who bumped me?
The night stalkers that hunt me are to scared to confront me
But humans evolved from monkeys so flunkies can now accomplish
High levels of consciousness that make us seem more monstrous
Everyone's an accomplice, everyday is more monotonous
I wonder when God will stop this same odds as finding the Lochness
Preposterous in it's process like agnostics who say God bless the goddess
Obnoxiously complex crude colossus of conquest
I'm calm yet I've killed my heart twice to get beyond death
But brought me back to life the light that God kept
I wept in his site and maybe Christ will put me on next
Psalms kept repeating God's greatest in my context
Sacred concepts never pompous like Pontius Pilate
For who you persecute you may salute one day as Highness
L.I.'s finest minus the props and the fame
Cause Coal would never go Pop, Hip-Hop is not a game
See I never throw rocks even though my castle's brick
I'd rather shovel shit and watch these accusations stick
That cats you face are sick we came equipped for the rat race
A gat face when I spit and you'll get hit by moving that pace
Your raps taste like shit but it fits you fuckers perfect
Break the fakeness of the matrix while I glitch throughout the circuit
Til the faceless taste the hatred when they're faced with final verdict
Convicted by the afflicted and the innocents we murdered
Converted our attention with material possession
Obsession of coveting is bludgeoning our true progression
Til we're destined to fail, we build the jail of our bondage
With homage to our reward a dog returning to vomit
For the promise of greener pastures the disaster's impending
Ascending to meet your masters but the passage is ending
With the descending of your kind you got the mind of a mannequin
Extravagance isn't shit when you get stripped of the packaging the pathogen that I spit will make you shit from your nostrils
Like your bitch gobbling dick working the spit at a brothel
The debacle's getting thick I'm trying to stick to my roots
But my tracks are not my own, I've grown too big for my boots
So my shit when I puke is so perfuse that I'm drowning in a fountain of crap and vomit
Astronomic accounting
When sounding soliloquies civilities of my psyche
I nightly tell myself to go to Hell where I might be
Rightly accommodated from my jaded transgressions
And the lessons I understand but can't withstand the obsession
Question ethical morals of my deplorable acts
They quarrel with myself over rhetorical facts
Perhaps I need an oracle checking orbital positions
Or a bullshit horoscope that I wouldn't consult for wisdom
Imprisoned inside a fallacy of reality tunnels
Disgruntled by the finality that I'm validly humbled
But I stumbled through the dark trying to mark my coordinance
Though I knew where I was heading you can bet that I'm sure of it
Chased by my shadow as Christ prepares my way
I pray the sacrifice won't be the price I pay
It's hard to bare the day, tear away the walls are holograms
Hell was built for fools, most people choose to follow man
Yeah most people choose to follow man

I wanna wake and break from this confusion
I know it's fake I'm tasting the illusion
There is no escape from the fate that you're choosing
I'm loosing faith to wait for my solution

If I died today what would I say to life's replay
Would I pray He looked away when I wasn't all I relayed
And we say a lot but most of it we didn't mean
We consider it forgotten til we spot it on the screen
Products of our scene and what I've seen makes me nauseous
Playing puppets in public for corrupted demonic forces
Melodic portraits, rotted corpses in the flesh
Who breathe the breath of life, we only speak of death
And stay depressed even when blessed with the wisdom
You're your own worst enemy, we found serenity in prison
And this is living loss when you're driven to the thoughts
That's it's easier to give in once you've given what you fought
Committing sloth, lust, wrath, greed and vanity
For humanity to envy we can feed insanity
And we can be the gluttons who know nothing but the taste
To claw the walls of Heaven when my brethren fall from grace
It's all a waste so place some crumbs on the furnace
God don't send us to hell we run there screaming burn us
Turn us into wicks until we're swallowed by the pit
While we commit more to follow when we can wallow in the shit
It's hallow when you spit, self-praise about the wealth made
But never gave help until the day we dig ourselves graves
Self rage is felt but what the hell you do about it
Get high one more time until you find your mind clouded
And you allowed it so point that finger up your ass
It says in God we trust but God don't trust in cash
It's just a mask, society basked in the carnage
Got your eyes wide shut while we're stuck in clock work orange
And this will warrant war to tour more than just this country
There is no future proof when we reduce the youth to junkies
And we're from one tree, our children become the branches
They follow how we stand so be careful where your stance is
No second chances, and answers are hard to come by
The old create wars, do nothing more than watch the young die
Untie the noose and find a use for the rope
Instead of choking out our kids let's build a bridge of new hope
Where we can roast a pig and live in luxurious heights
That is ripe with opportunity for the communities life
I light of unity humanly bring with altruism
Envisioned in foresight that we're all one organism
But driven to murder by the demons who love inciting it
Fighting amongst ourselves choose the hell over enlightenment
Inviting it in until the sun becomes vehement
Being it is your focus, you're hopeless of ever seeing it
Freeing it from the leash, the beast devours its own tail
So hail to building boat in the hopes that it won't sail
Bail from the wreckage protecting my balls from scrapes
But I didn't escape at all it was a fall from grace