New Light

[Verse 1]
I want to see the version of me that you see
I want to meet, want to ask what he did differently
How come he's never showed up when I’ve needed him the most?
When I was bleeding in the bathroom he became a ghost

When I was drunk at 4am he didn't help me cope
When I was up wanting to kill myself he didn't show
But now he’s helped with all your problems and he's all you know
He'll go away soon leaving you with one less friend to know

[Chorus]
Why can't I see myself in a new light?
Turn them off I just want to sleep right
Stop dreaming of girls from a past life
Stop dreaming of things that I can't do right

Why can't I see myself in a new light?
Turn them off I just want to sleep right
Stop dreaming of girls from a past life
Stop dreaming of things that I can't do right

[Verse 2]
Yeah fuck this all
Swear to God I'm sick
Spilling my guts
In the hopes you get it
Say all the time you want to be fine
But all your comfort comes from wasting mine

Stop thinking I’m the one to help you
I’ve got my own shit I need to get through
It's not a friendship if it drags us down
When will you get that you need to help yourself?

[Chorus]
Why can’t I see myself in a new light?
Turn them off I just want to sleep right
Stop dreaming of girls from a past life
Stop dreaming of things that I can't do right

Why can't I see myself in a new light?
Turn them off I just want to sleep right
Stop dreaming of girls from a past life
Stop dreaming of things that I can't do right