Missing

[Chorus]
When I die you won’t find my body anywhere
Imma go missing so you can all pretend as if you cared
It won’t be hard for you just say you loved me as a friend
Then just wait for it to pass and you’ll be fine again
Maybe it will hit you hard
Maybe it’ll break your heart
Maybe you won’t even find out
Maybe you’ll be glad it’s over now
Either way I’m burning bridges every day
And finding solace in the feelings that are keeping me awake

[Verse 1]
Ever since the fall out I’ve been thinking about
All the days we wasted and I’m missing cus they’re gone now
And the things I’d do different
Opportunities I missed and
I wouldn’t let you fuck with my head
Let you into my bed
Hear a word that you said
I wouldn’t have you hoping I’m dead
You’d find someone else to love instead

Every song’s a cover up for my regrets
I’ve been doing deeds with the devil
Got a losing hand but I’ve placed my bet
So now I’ve lost it all but I can’t forget
Staying out at night, all the smoke and the lights, never felt quite right to me

All this time spent wishing you’d write back to me
I was stupid when I thought we were meant to be
Holding onto friends that’s not for me
No that’s not for me
No that’s not for me

Hidden in my room like a stowaway
Now it’s dark at eight
And the autumn rain
Coming down my windows every day
How many times can you ask if I’m ok?

When I’m not
I know you wanted to help but you stopped
When I pushed you away
Changed my mind everyday
Am I good? Am I great?
Manifesting this hate
In the back of my mind
Right in front of your face
Didn’t matter the place
Cus the feeling’s the same

[Chorus]
When I die you won’t find my body anywhere
Imma go missing so you can all pretend as if you cared
It won’t be hard for you just say you loved me as a friend
Then just wait for it to pass and you’ll be fine again
Maybe it will hit you hard
Maybe it’ll break your heart
Maybe you won’t even find out
Maybe you’ll be glad it’s over now
Either way I’m burning bridges every day
And finding solace in the feelings that are keeping me awake

[Outro]
Leave my body in the lake
Leave me in a shallow grave
You won’t recognise my face
You can leave me with the waste