Bloodstained Sheets

[Chorus]
Bloodstained sheets
Take a razor blade and cut deep
Scars on my arms where my veins should be
Hole in your heart where I used to be

Overdue a relapse
Trying not to face facts
Always lashing out at myself
Now you’re asking where the blade’s at

[Verse 1]
Why did I become a piece of shit at sixteen?
Thought I’d learn but I’m still fucking up at eighteen
Destroying all the gifts you gave me, leaving them for dead
Breaking this cycle of always fucking you then fucking with your head

Saying you’re sorry every minute but I’m sick of it
Just reminds me of myself and I can’t deal with that
Already fighting with my head
I don’t need you to embody it

[Verse 2]
One year gone
It’s all the same
No more friends
Left to numb this pain

Nothing left to help me drown out all my feelings
Nothing works for long that’s why I’m still bleeding

It’s hopeless
She was the only reason I could keep going
She’ll never know how much she helped me I was at my lowest
But now she ghosts whenever I need her the most and

I don’t blame her
She only needed one summer
Better off now it’s over
But I don’t need this, I’m a loner
I’ll find somebody else to fall for cus I’m fucking hopeless

I take myself too fucking serious
Deleting everything that I said in the moment
All these songs I wrote but never posted
All these songs I wrote with ghosts I hate the most and

[Chorus]
Take a razor blade and cut deep
Scars on my arms where my veins should be
Hole in your heart where I used to be