Near Death

[Intro]
(J-Jeff, what the fuck are you hiding at me, Jeff?)
(Yo, we need to pile something right now, fam)
Jeff, where the fuck are you?

[Chorus]
Never face my problems, all I do is run and hide
My heart and outfit black, I have become one with the night
Keep a mask up on my face, for I am an ugly sight
Death is always near me, grim reaper with his scythe
I wake up in the morning, on my mind is suicide
My heart and outfit black, I have become one with the night
Keep a mask up on my face, for I am an ugly sight
Feel like Dеadpool, fell in love with death tonight

[Verse]
I'vе hit an all time low, and I'm not talkin' 'bout the band
Dealin' with this damn anxiety is gettin' outta hand
The fuckin' heat is on, I think I'm in a frying pan
My fuckin' soul's on fire, might just go to Burning Man
I'm so fuckin' full of range, it's gettin' nasty just like Rico
My sanity is droppin', it look like I'm playin' Plinko
I'm stuck in May 5th, damn my life is just a sinkhole, whoa
Hate bein' sober, so fuck it, guess I'll drink mo' (Light me)
Light me up a spliff, the smokin' got me in a choke hold
My eyes are fuckin' squinted like I'm lookin' through a peephole
I'm forced to smoke alone 'cause I don't fuck with none these people
My mind move too damn fast, take a puff to help me think slow
I don't fuck with light, I've grown accustomed to the dark
I've lost all of my drivin', now my life is just in park
Sick of-Sick of people playin' with me like I am a harp (Yuh)
Ain't a fuckin' different between Onix and my heart, whoa

[Chorus]
Never face my problems, all I do is run and hide
My heart and outfit black, I have become one with the night
Keep a mask up on my face, for I am an ugly sight
Death is always near me, grim reaper with his scythe
I wake up in the morning, on my mind is suicide
My heart and outfit black, I have become one with the night
Keep a mask up on my face, for I am an ugly sight
Feel like Deadpool, fell in love with death tonight