In My Heart (01/29/19)

[Intro: Stewie Griffin]
(In my heart) Mama, mama
Ma, ma, ma, ma
Mom, mom, mom, mum (Jeff, what the fuck are you doing?)
Mommy, mommy, mama, mama
Mama (What?!)
Hi, hehehehe

[Verse 1]
Been a damn year since I watched my mom die
Only person in the line when she started to flatline
Had to call up everyone like, "Get back here in time"
"She's about to leave us, nigga, man it's time to say goodbye"
Tryna read Bible verses off my phone by your side
Voice shakin' and crackin' tears all up in my eyes
No morе pain, no more sickness, mama, you don't have to fight
Only strugglе left was your last breath of life
Always knew the answers, gave the best advice
Open heart, open home, damn you were so nice
Even kept my friends fed on all their hungry nights
Treated everyone like family, you ain't even think twice
All regret for the fuckin' way I treated you
Spendin' all ya money, damn near depleted you, yeah
You were always there when I fuckin' needed you
I just had to call your name like fuckin' Beetlejuice
Slipped and fell off my path, you were there to see me through
Stitched up ripped clothes, cold with the fuckin' needle too
Hate lookin' at your chair and not seein' you
Big-ass empty house, I feel so minuscule
It's too fuckin' quiet, the silence so fuckin' cruel
Goin' fuckin' crazy, I don't know what to do
Had to sell your belongings, man this shit ain't cool
I just need a fuckin' minute like a fuckin' interlude

[Bridge]
In my heart
They're for my sunny
With my best friend
They have funny things
Makes me chuckle
No denyin'
You're my best friend
You're my best friend

[Verse 2]
Close to me, quite like no other
Couldn't have a better mother
Even under the weather, you kept our heads above the water
Woulda went to war for us
Might just have committed manslaughter
Ain't no one harmin' your baby boy or precious daughter
Walked around like I ain't happy
My attitude was kinda crappy
Bein' spiteful and petty then pretendin' that it never happened
Fucked up how I took advantage
Too much time I took for granted
Thinkin' back, it causes damage
Feelin' pain beyond a bandage
You still loved me, and I know it
Unconditionally, you showed it
Miss your presence, walked in any room
And you fuckin' owned it
Starin' at the Christmas presents that you never got to open
I don't give a damn, here come the tears
And I cannot hold it

[Outro]
In my heart