Mental Abuse

16 years of my head being fucked with
They dont give a shit if they hurt me
Maybe I should just let them mentally abuse me
A lot of them will just accuse me
Too many of them will just use me
They wanna force me to hate myself
And they fucking won
They dont wanna see me be myself
And they're already won that
There's not much for me to do
Copy and paste their personalities into me
Being just like the rest of them
Take every part of myself away
Terrible memories being replayed
I hate the version of me now more than ever