Black, Orange, Red

I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna be here
Not feeling anything after 12 years
Little me was a weird-ass loser
He got what he deserved
A few years later and he's still a fucking loser
Got too much stress and hate
Went to become a abuser
And that's when he fucked up
Still got no friends
Broke af
Spending the rest of his life in one fucking room
Mental trauma has no cure
Just like AIDS it always comes back
Not really thinking about the future
'Causе I don't plan to live this long
And I'm okay with that

Don't be like mе
Just be yourself