Let Go

"Sometimes, you just need to let go."

I heard that phrase a lot as a child
let go, move on; it's been 4 years!
Yes I know, but that doesn't stop the tears
So many feelings have piled

I didn't want it to be
You didn't leave on purpose
But what higher being decided you should join the chorus?
The angels probably sound even more beautiful with you

I've hidden my pain for so long
And I listen to the same old song
The one I sang for you at your funeral
Did you hear me?
Was my grief more viewable?

I'll move on eventually
And maybe then my soul will be free
But not like how yours is
Do you still think of me?