I’m Just a Prism

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(Chortles)

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Alright
Let's get the vape, put it in my mouth and yeah, let's get great again
Let's just be what we're gonna be in my state of mind
Well, that's free
And if I'm free then I'm not in prison, but if I'm in prison then I'm just a prism
And if I'm a prism that's in light
A light that's in dark
And a dark that's in light
Well, then I guess this is art
And if this is art, then it is cool, because I define myself as cool
And if I define myself as something cool
Then I guess I should just go back to school again
And right all of the wrongs
Right all of the pains
Right all of the songs that I sung from my life
And what does that evеn mean?
I guess it doesn't mattеr
What does that even mean? I guess I'm flattered
Because I know that I've lost my mind and if I've lost my mind well then what's the point in time?
And what's the point in space?
And what's the point in living in another place?
What's the point of anything? Anyone?
What's the point of loving if we're just gonna be done
One day, we'll all be gone and this will just be a memory I'm on
And if I'm a memory then what is the point?
I might just be the memory of God and if I'm the memory of God then what does that mean?

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

You could say I'm an absurdist
I'm a nihilist
I don't really believe in anything anymore
Well, because I grew up and I just abhor
All the things I was taught, because they were a lie
And because they were a lie, well, I'm just gonna die
Just like everyone else
And my mind, it's a little sick
It's a little twisted
It's a little thick
And by that I mean that I've got a thick head
I don't listen when everybody tells me that I'm not dead
I don't listen when people tell me that I'm alive
I don't listen when people they tell me that I can be what I want to be
Because you know what?
In the end it doesn't matter you see, because, well
What's the worse thing that could happen?

I could be great
I could be famous
And if I was famous what's the point?
What's the point of this thing?
What's the point of this life?
I don't understand
I try to find purpose and then people just tell me that I'm crazy
That I have something wrong in my head
When I feel most alive I just wanna be dead
I guess this is just my existence and if anyone relates, well I don't know
If they're gonna relate
I don't know
I'm not gonna try to rhyme
I'm just gonna talk this time
I guess this is just me
The nihilist MC that you don't need
Because, well, you don't need anything
You don't need yourself
You don't need others
You don't need this thing called love, because you know what I've learned?
It's just an imposter
An imposter
A thief that steals the time that we really need
Oh wait, we don't
I said we don't
I gotta be consistent
D'oh d'oh
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