And Through Your Spine

[Intro]

Hey guys
It's me
Just your typical MC
But I ain't gunna be afraid
I'm not gunna step back
I'm gunna (Chuckles)
Move forward and I'm gunna be who God made me to be
And well who is that
Is that a confident guy
Is that a self-sustaining superstar
Nah it's just me

[Verse 1]

Hey, you know what
I talked to my mom today that's what's up
She just got out of the hospital it's true
I feel that she's reaching the end of the road
And I don't really feel sad
But I wonder if that's my way of protecting me like dad did for me
And I guess this is just life
And I'm sure when it happens it won't feel right
And I'm sure I'll feel robbed
And you know what
If it was wrestling I'd feel jobbed
But there is no wrеstling ring in life
It's just God doing what he wants to tonight
And all we havе to do is just accept it
Because you know what
Well we can't fight it
We can't get away from our destinies
And what are those destinies

[Verse 2]

I fear that we're just here to die
That there's no end after the end is nigh
Wait if the end is nigh then we'll live on forever after tonight
And I well am singing from the grave
I'm letting you know that this is the project I made
As a manager of my life
And you know what
My wife well she was happy that night
We got married and it was fun and you know what this is really dumb
Every time I say I'm over her she pops back into my head it's absurd and my vision’s blurred

[Verse 3]

I guess this is just me the guy that loved one girl you see
And I've tried to love other people but for whatever reason well it just doesn't happen and I'm feeling quite odd quite insane because I feel so lost in my brain
Thinking only about her and how I did things wrong
But you know what
I'm just kidding because well I think I'm falling in love again and even if my friend does not reciprocate
I guess I'll just wait and wait and wait
Because I’m in love tonight with this thing that I do
This rapping that I hold in my heart it’s true
Because it's part of me and I love myself because you know what In life I'm the only one that's never let me down
Except I have
And so has everyone else especially my dad
And you know what
I guess that’s just a part of life

(Laughter)

[Outro]

And I know that I would have cried before when I said that but you know what
The medicine you’re on is helping out your head its making things straight and everything well
Instead of being real sad you just feel real even and that that is that and you know what
That is cool because it’s the ticket back to your kids you fool
So live a quiet little life and send thoughts to your wife through your heart through your mind through your brain and through your spine