I Lost My Fear To Die

I just wanna go somewhere far way
So I can finally pass away
Looking down the barrel
Deciding if I should go and do it
It really hurts me that everyone around me
Push me away
I can never find a reason to stay on this planet
When I put the gun to my head
I can finally die in peace with no one
Around to see me vanish from this reality
I don't wanna be here anymore
And let me go