Alone With My Thoughts

Sitting in my room
Alone with my thoughts
Hurting the people around me in the past
Everytime I think about that moment
Where I thought I was gonna lose myself
I've been carrying all this pain with me
I'm afriad I'm gonna hurt someone again
They been pushing me too far
Locking my emotions up
Dont want anyone to see me like this
I don't want to keep on going
I really need someone to end my life
I don't want to become my old self again
Now I don't want to think about my future
I hate myself so much that I don't care about myself anymore
I really need to fucking die
I don't wanna be here