I am Nothing

You will never understand the shit I had to go through
You don't know what it feels like to feel pain over and over again
You think you know what my life is like
But you fucking don't so shut the fuck up
I can;t keep going if I kept getting fucked over all the fucking time
I am nothing
Die for nothing
I want to die
Think I'm bluffing
Next time you see me I'll be dead on your doorstep
Eventually i will be free from my problems
I want to escape from this life
I dont feel happy anymore
Constantly thinking over my life
I can't believe I'm still alive after all these years
Why would I be a attention seeker if I never talked about my problems with anyone
No one will love me for who I am