Without You

[Verse 1]
I don’t know how to live my life without you being a part of it
And I’m more depressed than ever, but you fuckin’ started it
I thought you fuckin’ loved me, but it seems you just regarded it
And you did for a little while, but you disregarded it
And you finally told me after Alana started talking to you
To find out what happened, and after I started walking from you
Because seeing your name brought me unbearable pain
You seem to think this is a game, but I’m terrible again
You gave me hope, but then you went and fuckin’ stripped it away
I hoped I’d be fine, but you chipped my self-esteem away
I’m not coping too well, and I feel skipped over and grey
I don’t know why I’m so angry at you, I don’t need you anyway
I don’t need you, but I want you. And more than anything too
I felt freed, then daunt. And to a downswing, my life flew
And you’re full of greed and want, yet I cling to you like glue
But you don’t know how much I’ve wanted to say adieu to you

[Hook]
I’m somehow doing worse without you in my life
Although, my mind is still full of that anger and that strife
That you brought upon me when you shoved a fuckin’ knife
Deep into my back and you treat me like wildlife
I’m somehow doing worse without you in my life
Although, my mind is still full of that anger and that strife
That you brought upon me when you shoved a fuckin’ knife
Deep into my back and you treat me like wildlife

[Verse 2]
Aye, aye
And it broke me even more when I found out you moved on
In like half a fuckin’ week, and I thought we had improved on
Our quote-unquote relationship, but that’s not the case, is it?
I try to gloat when I spit my quip, but how about we visit
The topic of how many guys you’ve left broken hearted?
You left us myopic, and you fuckin’ act lighthearted
We should’ve used our logic before you fuckin’ darted
Onto the next man, like some whore, and you left us unguarded
You’re a fuckin’ bitch cunt who only plays with feelings
And I’ve wanted to confront you one of these days with my dealings
Of all the wrong you’ve done to me, and I know I’m better off
Without you, but I want you and no one’s taking any pressure off

[Hook]
I’m somehow doing worse without you in my life
Although, my mind is still full of that anger and that strife
That you brought upon me when you shoved a fuckin’ knife
Deep into my back and you treat me like wildlife
I’m somehow doing worse without you in my life
Although, my mind is still full of that anger and that strife
That you brought upon me when you shoved a fuckin’ knife
Deep into my back and you treat me like wildlife