Hurt

[Verse 1: Kythre]
Yo, you don’t know how much you hurt me with those 5 simple words
Now I’m alert and crippled, because of some damn verbs
And blood trickled down my shirt and a bunch of other terms
To describe how you stabbed me in the back, you fuckin’ worm
And it pushed me past the breaking point when I fuckin’ discovered
That you’re in love with someone who graduated, I was unrecovered
From the previous blow you dealt to me, though I was keeping covered
With a mask to hide the pain, but now I’m uncovered
And I’m ready to show the world how much of a bitch you are
I curled up into a ball when you put a motherfucking scar
Right onto my back, and I’ll be honest, it was bizarre
Because you said you loved me, yet you played me like a damn guitar
And you had the audacity to apologize for hurting me
Even though you knew what you were doing, you were urging me
To do something to you, and I know you keep cursing me
Behind my fucking back, you keep fuckin’ hurting me
I’m really sick of your shit and all the fuckin’ lies you tell
You played with my fuckin’ heart, and think that all is swell
Well, I’m here to tell you that I’m not fucking well
Talking to you is like lifting a motherfucking barbell
With an obscene amount of weight on either fuckin’ end
I don’t know why I was keen to wait for you, now I gotta mend
My fuckin’ broken heart, and you treat me like dirt
And everytime I look at a pic of you, I get hurt

[Verse 2: Joseph Manuel]
No matter how much I say I won't trust nobody
I always put my trust in someone that'll try me
And I don't wanna live no more, and
I don't wanna live no more, but
I still keep trying, for people that care
I been asking "where the love?" cause it surely ain't there
I'm living in despair, in need of some repairs
And I know, I know, life won't ever be fair
Guess I learned some lessons, at such a young age
They come with all this shit that I can't maintain
And I have beat myself up so many times
And I can't get the balance that i'm tryna find
So I, make shit up and personify, it
I'm an ugly face but I try to disguise it
By laughing out loud, yeah like the rest do
But in my heart, there is still residue
From what's left from you
I tried to rescue you
I miss you greatly, I think you could care more
And I could care less
All these statements I wish I could declare more
I still wish I could care less
You were special, I knew that when I first texted
I was too blind, so I didn't get the message
You really thought of me, as someone to mess with?
That's kinda tough, so now you're getting desperate
Damn, and that's pretty desperate
But excuse my shit talking cause I fucking miss you
And I get I misused your trust
But you went and bruised my heart
Now i'm draining myself of my blood tissues
Foul mouth, sorry, just got some issues
Ain't been diagnosed
But your ass just went ghost
I never try to boast
But I, I, I don't know what to boast about
But I never tried to boast
So just remember that