So Numb

[Chorus: Alex M. Brinkley]
Help me I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh God, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?

[Verse 1]
I feel so numb without you in my motherfuckin’ life
I was hopin’ that at some point you’d be my motherfuckin’ wife
But now that won’t happen because you went and fuckin’ broke me
And now whenever I see your name, it just fuckin’ provokes me
And brings me to tears, losing you was my greatest fear
The reason I got so attached to you, is to me unclear
In all honesty, I wanted to try my best to keep you near
And dear to my heart, but you broke it severe
I’m done bein’ sincere, since you shoved a fuckin’ spear
Deep into my back, which put me on my rear
Gettin’ involved with you was like exploring a new frontier
Life just gets harder and harder every fuckin’ year
Every time I talk to you, my mouth curls to a sneer
And every time I hear your voice, I turn to a deaf ear
And the next time I see you, there’ll be a fuckin’ leer
On my face, and it’ll be to my numbness which I adhere

[Chorus: Alex M. Brinkley]
Help me I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh God, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?

[Verse 2]
This whole situation hurts me much more than it should
And I wish that I could be done with your bitch ass for good
And when I say that I’m not trying to be misunderstood
I’m sayin’ how much I fuckin’ hate you. Understood?
In the past week, you’re the biggest cause of all my problems
And I’ve been goin’ down shit’s creek with fuckin’ columns
Upon columns of reasons to hate your fuckin’ guts
Yet every time I think of you, I get hit with uppercuts
Of emotions that I never thought that I could feel
Or ones that I never knew existed, there’s no appeal
That you have for me, so I won’t bother to conceal
My fucking hatred and anger towards you, it ain’t ideal
I know the way that I feel towards you isn’t right
But despite that, you keep trying to ignite
A fucking appetite of rage that’ll spew out in daylight
And to be honest, you’re just a motherfuckin’ parasite

[Chorus: Alex M. Brinkley]
Help me I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?
Oh God, I feel so numb
Oh, what have I become?