Unfathomable

[Verse 1: PsychoPuppet]
I been thinkin bout when I was in the hospital bed
And bout everybody who I’m sure wanted me dead
It only motivates me and so I keep movin forward
Through the thick through the thin through the bliss through the torture
I can’t count the times I been through the unfathomable
I can’t count the times that I been left out in the cold
And had to thaw myself out with the flame in my heart
I was always the away team who came from afar
And had to prove I was the king like T’Challa from Wakanda
Hopin the bars I wrote were hotter than sriracha
That’s all that seemed to matter then all my dreams were shattered
My taste of reality was never on a silver platter
I looked in the face of death before I learned how to walk
But I was always considered the nerd on the block
The oddball the outcast different from the rest
But I had resilience embedded deep inside my flesh

[Verse 2: Witto]
People don't understand it when I say that love is tragic
Havin it is fuckin great but losin it will cause you damage
I'm sick of thinkin of you
Sayin we're just friends
You literally just said
You love me im the best
Everybody wants love but not everybody gets it
Got to understand it before you fucking regret it
I get fuckin aggressive
If i say it i meant it
If I love you I ain't messin
But I'm sick of second guessin
I'm sick of sittin back attackin myself
Because you hit me with this pain,and its actually hell
I remember all the days i was askin myself
Do i deserve this girl,who is stressin me out
And now, i know
Cuz i took a high road
I'm startin to drive slow
I hope that you die hoe
At least if you die slow
I'll give you the blindfold
You can see all I know
When you said bye though
I remember all the times you were by my side
We would sit inside my room, we were kind of blind
To the truth that love is and how it fucks you up
How it corrupts your blood and it yes it messed with us
And I'm sick of thinkin it, thinkin that you were worth it
Met in a time of need i was depressed and fuckin hurtin
I guess i gotta let go, thinkin of you is a burden
I'm a different person and i've moved on

[Verse 3: Lil Sparxxx]
Yeah, you know I've been thinking about this a couple times
Been it deep like nothing compared to human minds
Back then I was a nigga who had kept the truest ties
And you know I'm embellished with beauty, got the juiciest eyes
So those eyes captivated one of my homie friends
My homie saw 'getive of it he said we can't be friends
My mindset started building a pool of love nevertheless
I now know fools do fall in love in all kind of different trends
We was in college back then, school love usually faded
As soon as they met, but this one was hella different though
She was like my life, well you don't get so many souls
She was Beyonce's like and beyond that shot sent she challenge those
I was one man, she hit me up to five yeah
Did lotta good things in bad times
To get this kind of feeling on earth prolly paid the price in heaven
Like I'm high above the haven cause I know niggas don't get this in often
I'm envied, told niggas bless you
But then you still gotta wait till when God will bless you
Cause that's what I was feeling, my bless became resilient
And the opposite is what happened to my heart at a moment yeah
When I heard that she was fucking with another boy
As juicy as my eyes are but that's just impossible
I became unfathomable penetrate if you capable
Now I told y'all the reason the reason why my heart's been unapproachable, dude

[Verse 4: Kythre]
I’ve been thinking about the days where shit wasn’t awkward
I’ve been blinking away the haze, I shouldn’t be bothered
By your presence, “I’m in a sinking daze,” I hollered
And I’ve been bringing myself through the maze; I tottered
Because seeing you brings me to my fuckin’ knees
And whenever I look into your eyes, time seems to freeze
And whenever we were together it felt like a breeze
Could fuckin’ knock me over, without gentleness or ease
I can’t believe that I allowed myself to get blinded
I wanted to leave you proud, but you’re fuckin’ close-minded
You deceived me with a shroud and I’m fuckin’ reminded
On how you fuckin’ played with my heart, you left me divided
My brain fighting itself, feelings of hatred
That I had for myself, I don’t know why I waited
For you to be ready for a relationship; I hated
The fact that I was gonna wait a year, but you vacated
And you left me the most depressed that I’ve ever been
But let it be addressed on how you played me like a violin
You messed my fuckin’ life up, where the hell do I begin?
I professed my fuckin’ love to you, yet you wore a grin
Wore a grin on your face, no one could replace
The void you filled in my heart, and I mean no disgrace
I’m just spitting the truth on how it’s unfathomable
But now my fuckin’ heart’s uninhabitable